Who, What Motivates The Motivater?

Are you driven by external factors or from within. Are you in without an engine, you can only go as far as you pushed or pulled? If you are in a car with an engine you can go as far as you want. Think about that for a minute. Are you driven by the hyped up WHA WHA RA RA! Or by the confidence of knowing who you are? The strength which comes from within is not influenced by outside factors. It is like a pregnant teenage girl rubbing vanishing cream on her tummy.

I am not knocking pinned notes and affirmations:
Attitude of gratitude:
Attitude determines altitude:
Quitters never win, winners never quit:

You get the drift. You probably have a lot of your own. If they don't have firm inner conviction they mean nothing. In fact, they set you up for a fall. I have often seen people starting out pumped hyped up so high they couldn't see earth let alone the ground. When they come back down to earth they are burnt out, lost in the ashes of disillusions..

I have been diagnosed with cancer. No point trying to sugarcoat the reality by hiding behind Big C. Though I remain upbeat and positive, I am aware of the dangers. I face the downside head on. Whenever I do friends and family ask me:

“So who is being negative now?”

I try to explain by hoping for the best whilst being prepared for the worst, in ways means you are being negative. Maybe, just maybe by formulating my intrinsic thoughts into words I can show them the ground from which I come, upon which I stand; which remains present to me at all times. This ground is also the source of my fountainhead.






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